Why should i Live ? Few Wasted thoughts !

Have you ever thought of committing Suicide. I am thinking about it everyday for quite sometime.

I see my life as a useless worth less thing. I feel so shameful when i think about what i am doing today and when i believe nothing great is achieved today and no seeds are sown to achieve something great tommorow.

Why should i Live? I feel so embarassed with these thoughts. Perhaps the demon lies inside me demands me to prove my worth.

Anyways hopefully I will take some measures to cut down wastage of time and they stop !

Just Documenting some nice ideas !

Yesterday Night I was talking to My Friend About existance of God and why it is a useless question.

I was explaning him why we dont need god to live everyday and how it sometimes help to tide our emotions eventhough it appears stupid to us. While i was explaning him these concepts I have strangely unknowingly merged two ideas and created one harmonious idea.

I made a statement to him which is not so obvious to us. ” We are many instincts which are result of our attachment with animals. Hunger, Fear , Sleep and Sex are the ones we keep listening. But there is one more Instinct that is the reason why we live and we are more intelligent than all and is the Most evolved species. It is the Urge for Improvement.” I recall reading something like this in Nietzsche’s “Will to Power” and the purpose is to reach heights of our own self.